i've not really applied myself to any real poetry in some time
i've had the time, just have not been so inspired
and have also realized the quality of my work has really lapsed
i've not properly applied my talents and certainly have not
"worked the craft"
hence the silence
i've been childlish and foolish in love and romance
however, i will say i've really been feeling like i've been in a bit of a time loop
as all of my history seems to be replaying itself
and yet i can see (and hope) that perhaps .....although i've dipped my toes in the pools of the past
i've not taken a swim (i hope!)

i sometimes wonder at my chosen "path" to try to help and guide people on their paths to inner healing

i still consult the astrological insights and have faith there is merit to these
for instance if your saturn transitting your relationship house you might just be experiencing some extra challenges, delays and frustrations in this area, however this is also an opportunity for you to learn patience and to truly understand that all relationships require work and its what you put into them that will determine what you sow, in fact as saturn returns are often times when we "reap what we have sown", i wonder if this might apply to its transit of the houses as well
i personally have this planet in my 12th house, the dustbin...
i wonder if that's why i'm having greater comfort in the structure of religion, whereas for most of my life, though a catholic, i've been content with my spiritual and more pagan outlook (mind you i've not abandonned these but have learned to compartmentalize)

just rambling on...
a composite of posts which could have appeared in any one of my sections that just seemed to overlap a few different areas

so....i've been considering a poetry course for the summer?
not sure yet,...
as i await word on my application for the winter....

and i also am considering if perhaps i ought to be just living in some mountain community someplace and there perhaps i'll find my mountain man (i have to admit to having been smitten by these rugged and natural types, the quiet, deep, thoughtful, soulful, music men of the mountains)...

a bientot pour maintenant mes amis
be well
be gentle with each other
all will work out
work on your own "stuff"....don't judge, condemn or project yours (as much as that is possible)